Subhanallah, just shows how important shukr is. 

I’ve had experience with this myself. I wouldn’t usually expose my sins, but if it’s for the sake of helping someone else, so be it. Alhamduillah, I’m turning 14 soon, yet when I was 12, my ego got so big, and I was arrogant towards others due to my grades and awards that year. Last year, when I didn’t get what I wanted i was frustrated. I cried, cried my heart out. I was devastated. I didn’t get to prove myself to others, and then it clicked. That I wasn’t doing it for Allah. I was doing it for others. I let pride get to my heart, and it affected my actions and intentions. Then I was in despair when I never gave shukr to Allah for at least granting me 1 award. For allowing me to get into good classes, and that's when it clicked.

If I want to do good in life, if anyone wants success and barkat in their life, dedicate it to Allah. Do things for Allah and not for anyone else. Stay humble. Don’t boast, brag, or flaunt your wealth to others, keep it to yourself. Show shukr, stay consistent in ibaadah, fight shaytan’s influence, and make dua, even when you’re not satisfied with the results. Indeed, Allah’s plan is far greater than you can imagine. 

Although I’m young, my advice is to turn to Allah. Repent, pray, strengthen your relationship with Allah, even if it’s the last day of Ramadhan. 

Assalamualykum.
#Shukr

Safiya B 
Assalamualykum sister, my apologies, i didn’t see your comment because i haven’t been on here for a while. Jazakallah for the sweet comment! Ameen, and may Allah help you with any challenges you may face in life 🩷